This is an important time personally. But it seems like you are keeping things close to your chest. You are working behind the scenes looking at opportunities personally. You need to take responsibility for yourself and do what is best for you in the long run. What is going on financially? Take matters in hand and look at your personal financial circumstances. Debt and taxes. Are these matters in order? Are you up to date? Are you drowning in debt? How can you restructure your financial situation? It is time to cut back and look at the long term sustainability of your personal financial situation. Debt/worth and resources – these are important matters to consider and sort out.
How do you define your personal success in the world? Is it all about financial success? There may be something you are missing when you think of success only in this narrow way. How would you define your success if you consider more broadly your influence in the world? Colleagues, friends and your relationship. You may realise that you are not completely content when it comes to these other aspects of your life.
You are struggling on an emotional level. The financial strain may be taking its toll. Make decisions and be firm. Know your limits. Resources and children. You may need to make some adjustments which will be disruptive but consider the long term situation. You need to be able to cope in the long run. It is pointless drowning in debt.
Some family matters may be weighing you down. You are inclined to push these away and not deal with them. This will not be helpful in the long run.