This is an important period financially – both shared and personal resources. There is some tension between you and your partner (personal or business partner). It is time for you to be prudent personally. Excellent time to plan for the future personally and jointly.
It does look like you are in a difficult place personally. You are feeling very fragile emotionally. You need to take good care of your physical and emotional well-being. Is it you? Are your emotional needs being met in your relationship? This difficult period personally is creating issues in your relationship.
What will make you happy? Travel to far away places – seems like this may not be that straight forward, but there are certainly options you can consider.
Would studying put you in a different place? Would this build more self-confidence? You have built walls around yourself – neither you nor your partner can access your inner being. Time for some soul searching to find your direction personally and jointly. There is tension in relationship – seems like it is a very good time to be sharing your emotional vulnerability and communicating what you need in your relationship. It does seem important to start by taking personal responsibility for your physical and emotional well-being. Put boundaries in place – don’t build walls.
What do you desire? Romance? Keen to take a risk – could have serious implications personally and in relationship. Rather channel this energy into a new creative pursuit. Do something different – time to be bold. Build confidence in your abilities and find your passions.
Siblings are a great support at this time. Your father may be having issues at work or with his health and well-being.
Do you have a legal matter that you need to resolve? Is this causing you to feel some personal discomfort?
Are you struggling to fall pregnant and have a child? A trip far away maybe just be what is required.